Fork in the Road

Choosing Light Over Darkness Through Faith in Christ

There comes a moment in every life when you stand at a fork in the road. The tug on your heart is unmistakable. You know a decision must be made: Will I follow the prince of this world—or Jesus Christ?

For me, that moment came during a season of deep emotional and spiritual attack. People close to me antagonized me like never before, and the enemy seemed determined to push me toward despair. One direction led only to darkness and confusion. I remember crying out, “God, what is going on?”

But in the other direction, I sensed light—a gentle invitation toward peace, unconditional love, and an identity no person could dictate or steal.

Letting Go of Counterfeit Gods

Christ was tugging at my heart because I had spent years living through the identity of my spouse, allowing his approval to become my god. Like so many who walk through emotional abuse or toxic relationships, I cried out to the Lord during trials—but as soon as peace returned, I drifted back to serving “my human god,” letting his moods and demands define my worth.

“You shall have no other gods before Me.” – Exodus 20:3

There was a history of being stonewalled when I wouldn’t conform, and intimidation became a familiar tactic. Yet choosing the light meant change—and loss. Many people only want you if you remain their footstool. But I could no longer live in the darkness that was consuming me.

Healing began when I released control and trusted God with my identity.

Surrender Brings Freedom

In December 2016, I finally surrendered—fully and authentically—to Jesus Christ. Oh, what a wonderful experience that was! It became the beginning of true self-awareness, spiritual transformation, and emotional healing.

“If anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; the old has passed away; behold, the new has come.” – 2 Corinthians 5:17

God gave me new eyes to see myself and the world around me. I had always believed in Him, but now I entered into a real relationship—one born from believing and accepting His Son as Lord and Savior.

“For God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life.” – John 3:16

Peace in the Midst of Battle

Did all my problems disappear? No. But I discovered a peace that surpasses understanding (Philippians 4:7). I learned to stop trying to control outcomes and let God handle what only He can. Self-examination replaced blame, and peace began to rule my heart.

“You will not even need to fight. Take your positions; then stand still and watch the Lord’s victory.” – 2 Chronicles 20:17

Spiritual warfare is real. The enemy doesn’t want us to grow or change, and he works hard to distract us from our purpose. But once God begins convicting your spirit, there’s no time to focus on others—only on His refining work within you.

Your Fork in the Road

No one knows what circumstances will bring you to that defining moment, but when it comes, you’ll sense it—the day when nothing and no one else matters except the call of Christ.

“Choose for yourselves this day whom you will serve… But as for me and my household, we will serve the Lord.” – Joshua 24:15

The choice is yours: darkness or light, surrender or self-rule.

When you reach your own fork in the road, may you choose the Light that never fades—the One who heals, restores, and gives you a new beginning.